HI SARAH BEAR I HOPE YOUR HAVING FUN WITH ALL THE OTHER LITTLE ANGELS UP THERE IN HEAVEN BUT DONT FORGET TO VISIT MUMMY AND DADDY AND YOUR OTHER FAMILY DOWN HERE ON EARTH FOR I KNOW THEY MISS THERE LITTLE SARAH BEAR AND THEY FINE IT EVER SO HARD WITH OUT YOU GOD BLESS LITTLE DARLING AND REMEMBER AM THINKING OF YOUR FAMILY AND I REMEMBER THEM IN MY PRAYERS
Still........... Time passes by, the days, weeks, months..and now it's been more than a year, and I miss you just the same! No matter how long it's been since you were here, I still long to call out your name, and hear you reply in your sweet little voice, "Hi, Mema", "I love You", "Oh, Honey" and more... As long as I live, I know now it's true, For all of my days, I'll be missing you. There won't come a time, when it won't hurt anymore, This hurt's just too big, can't close up that door. But, I also have joy from memories, so dear. Of so many special moments so clear. If I close my eyes, I can almost pretend That you are still here that your days didn't end. I cherish each memory, so deep in my heart For the rest of my life, you'll still be a part, Of who I am today, and for so many others. You touched many lives, you were such a lover! So, though you are gone and I miss you so much, If I close my eyes and try, I can still feel your touch. And, one day, my darlin...I don't know yet just when, We'll all be together, Forever again! I'll try to be patient, my job here's not done, Only YOU got promoted early, little one. What a surprise, it must have been for you, To Awaken in Heaven, with Jesus holding you! The thought brings me such comfort, To picture your face filled with so much joy To be with the Lord, how you Loved Him! Our Lord God In All Of His Glory! Sing sweetly for Jesus, Dear Sarah, Sing put loud, darlin if you will, So maybe, just maybe..we'll hear ya... Then we'll sing along with you, too!
Missin you Always..Loving you even Longer! MemaKatherine xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxo P.S. Thank you darlin, for finally coming to visit me in my dream last night!! It was such a wonderful gift! I love you, Sarah Faith!!!!!! 8/24/06 ("1 year, 1 month, 25 days .... since I held you & kissed you goodbye.")
Hello Sweetness!! / Trish Dick (Friend of Sarah's Mommy )Read >>
Hello Sweetness!! / Trish Dick (Friend of Sarah's Mommy ) Hi Sweet Sarah Faith,
I just lit a candle for you but felt like I should put some more words on here. I think about you quite often. Keeleigh and I talk about you too! One night we were laying down talking about you and she said that she could see you looking down on her from heaven. It is so amazing how you lil youngsters understand things that are so complicated. We had lost a friend of the family about that same time we were talking about you and she said that you were in a better place like our friend and now with Jesus. It was so sweet but sad because she does know that your mommy and daddy, siblings, and the rest of the family truely do miss you so so much. I feel you near everytime a scary situation comes up. You are always there to make things not go wrong. And I know you are near because there is always a sign to let me know like having a FireFly around. We moved away from our hometown recently, it was the same time as your Memorial Service, and that is why I didn't make it. But my friends sent me balloons to wish me well and to let me know they will miss me. I didn't feel right keeping those balloons all for myself so when we came back down to Anthony from Russell that weekend to get the rest of our belongings Keeleigh and I let all the balloons go for you. I am sure you saw them and got them. The excitement on Keeleigh's face was priceless. She was so excited to be able to send those balloons up to heaven for you. I am going to sign off for now, I just wanted to let you know that I can't get you out of my thoughts and that I pray for your family because I know that they are truely hurting still and always will. Because of your accident I don't take life for granted with my Keeleigh either. You never know how much time you have with the ones that you love and need to treasure those moments. Lil Miss Sarah I hope that you have a wonderful day and take care of mommy and everyone else down here that cares for you and loves you!! Close
Beautiful Butterfly xxxxx / Kelly Joe Knowles Mum Xx (another heart broken mum xxx )Read >>
Beautiful Butterfly xxxxx / Kelly Joe Knowles Mum Xx (another heart broken mum xxx )
There once was a waterbug who lived in a deep pond with hundreds of other waterbugs, all of them busy daily with their usual chores and errands... and every day one of these waterbugs would climb up the stem of a water lily, up..up..up.. till it would reach a lily pad and then "poof", disappear..and never return to the rest of the waterbugs. Well, every day this waterbug would watch these mates climb up this stem and he would wonder, "Where are they going...and why do they never return?" "What is it like up there?" Some of the other bugs would reply that they had no idea, they just always wondered. So the waterbug replied "Well, if I ever decide to climb up there, I promise I will return, and I will tell you all what it is like up there." Well the day finally came that this waterbug was to have its turn up the stem of the lily pad, and up he went. When he reached the top of the lily pad he was amazed, it was such a beautiful place, lush with greenery and fragrant flowers, and wonderful warm, bright sunlight, and the melody of chirping birds and a wonderful sense of peace...then all of a sudden, he felt a change come over him. He began to develop wings like a beautiful butterfly, and he fluttered them in the warm breeze and began to fly around and explore this beautiful new surrounding. He met up with other butterflies, that he now recognized as mates that were once waterbugs, too! He flew for hours, darting in and out of flower gardens,it was a glorious place and he was in awe of it all. After a while he grew tired and fluttered back to the same lily pad. He looked down into the water below and could see his whole colony just busy as usual, running errands and chores. He tried to get their attention, fluttering his wings, but not one payed attention to him. Then he remembered his promise. But he realized now why none of the other waterbugs ever returned. As a butterfly he could not enter the water and nor would he want to, because this place was paradise. But he knew that eventually every one of those waterbugs would have their turn up the stem of that waterlily, and they too would gain their wings, and they too would be here in this paradise and never want to return to that dark place of worry and chores and errands.....and such is life....and such is death Close
As Time Passess / Pam
As time passes, as it seems to do, in its infinite way, it’s amazing that the heart continue to beat. But it does. It doesn’t miss a beat of the pain. It doesn’t miss a beat of the sorrow. It doesn’t miss a beat of the longing for our children whom we have lost. It doesn’t miss a beat of the tender memories we hold dear and close. As time passes, as it seems to do, in its infinite way, the meaning of forever never gets easier to comprehend. Forever is never again having them physically present in this life with us. Forever is wishing things were different. Forever is wondering what would be today if our children were with us. Forever is the feeling it’s unbearable to live with this. As time passes, as it seems to do, in its infinite way, other’s think time should lessen the struggle. But what they don’t know is, it doesn’t. With time, it doesn’t get any easy. Time doesn’t heal our broken hearts. Time doesn’t forget what loss is. Time doesn’t help them to understand losing a child is the greatest trial a parent can confront. Time is only teaching us to learn to live with this tremendous loss. As time passes, as it seems to do, our futures move in on us. The future is realizing that the hopes and dreams for them have ended. The future is finding a way to move through this journey of loss. The future is honoring them in the vivid life we know they lived and keeping their memories alive. The future is knowing I will be you friend till the end of time, never denying you your pain, never being afraid to hear you speak your child’s name, never expecting you to get over it. Instead, always with you in this journey, always understanding the difficulty of this journey, always wishing you peace and love as often has you can.
Still Praying For You / Cindy Blagg
Just wanted you to know that you and your family are STILL in our thoughts and prayers. We haven't stopped thinking about you and what you've been through. I still think of little Sarah every time I hear the song "Jesus Loves Me". Her sweet little voice singing that song is forever etched in my memory. I have a picture or two of her and Austin playing together at church that I will always cherish. She truly was and IS an angel. I pray that God's love will continue to lift you through all of the hard times and that you will feel "held" (like the song). Close
I found this poem when my Grandmother died & it helped me cope with losing her & then again 10 years later when we lost our precious Devin to SIDS. Find comfort in the knowledge that love never dies & that they wait in God's paradise for us. I believe that my Grandma who loved me as no other now showers that love on my grandchild.
Should you go first
Should you go first and I remain To walk the road alone, I'll live in memory's garden, dear, With happy days we've known.
In Spring I'll wait for roses red, When fades the lilac blue, In early Fall, when brown leaves call I'll catch a gimpse of you.
Should you go first and I remain For battles to be fought, Each thing you've touched along the way Will be a hallowed spot. I'll hear your voice, I'll see your smile, Though blindly I may grope, The memory of your helping hand Will buoy me on with hope.
Should you go first and I remain To finish with the scroll, No lenght'ning shadows shall creep in To make this life seem droll, We've known so much of happiness, We've had our cup of joy, And memory is one gift of God That death cannot destroy.
Should you go first and I remain, One thing I'd have you do: Walk slowly down that long, lone path, For soon I'll follow you. I'll want to know each step you take That I may walk the same, For some day down that long, lone road You'll hear me call your name. -A.K. Rowswel
I know the grief we all bear seems at times too much to bear. I wanted to share a story with you. We worry about our loved one being forgotten. My daughter got this idea that she wanted to contact my son Billy's friends after 38 years and tell them about the site. She talked to some Army friends and school classmates as well. All the years did not take their memories away. They remember my Billy. I was amazed that his memory was indeed living on. They love him still. I thought this was so heartwarming to know that Billy is remembered. It comforted her knowing that her son will always be remembered too. My son and my grandson will be forever young and forever remembered in the lives of others and that is the best medicine I could ever receive for my broken heart. I still grieve for Billy and for Dusty that is only only because I loved them and miss them. Sometimes love hurts and this is one of those times. Memories of Billy are still so fresh it is just like yesterday that I last saw my baby boy. God has blessed me with so many precious memories that are mine and nobody can take them. So I look at the pain that I endure as part of the loving process because without the pain I would have never loved. I want to thank each one of you who light candles for Billy. It is really hard for me to light because all this computer stuff is Greek to me, but each day I say prayers for all of you. God has never failed me yet and God has brought you to me and I thank Him daily.
Remember you loved one will be never be forgotten, how blessed.
I'm So Sorry To Hear Of Your Loss / William Willis (OLD Friend Of Steve's )Read >>
I'm So Sorry To Hear Of Your Loss / William Willis (OLD Friend Of Steve's )
Hello, I Have Finished Looking At The Page That You Have Put Together For Sarah And I Have To Tell You That You Did A Beautiful Job On It. It tears my heart out that any parent should have to lose one of their children. I really don't have the words....it almost feels as if anything I say could be the wrong thing. Steve knows if there is anything I can do for any of you just let me know. Now that he knows where to reach me at. Well ....I was never to good at finding the words in situations like these.....I just wanted to say that I am sorry for your loss and what a great job you did on the page. Keep On Smiling and Hold Your Head High.................................... Keith Oh I sent this to Steve and just in case I'll copy it to here...dont worry about any copyrights....It's My Poem...Wow ..I just looked at the date I wrote it....it's almost been an exact year....strange
So far away... / Mommy Hi baby. It's been a whole year since you went to sleep and sometimes I can't believe I'm still here, surviving. I miss you so much sometimes I don't know if I can take another breath. I hope you know how much we miss you and love you down here, Sarah. Our world seems so different without your joyful presence. I just keep holding onto the knowledge that I'll be back with you some day. The hardest part is knowing how far away that probably is. I am so grateful for so very many memories of you that are forever etched in my mind and in my heart. I love to sit in a quiet room with my eyes closed. I can hear you singing as if you are still here right next to me or behind me in the car. I pray that I will never lose that. It's those times that get me through times when I feel the furthest from you. I always know you are with me in spirit and that you always will be. It's the physical separation that is so so tough to accept. Because you have older sisters, I know all of the things we are missing out on with you. I know you would have grown into a wonderful, beautiful woman, just as you were a wonderful, beautiful child. I continue to walk through each day, carrying this pain because I love you so very much. If there is one thing I've learned in all of this, it's this; I grieve so deeply because I love so deeply. To stop this pain would mean I have to stop loving and remembering you. That's not a trade I can ever make. Thank you for giving me so many happy and wonderful moments to carry with me until I join you. I love you Sarah Faith!
Thinking of you / Beverly(Harleys Mom) (Another Angel Mom )Read >>
Thinking of you / Beverly(Harleys Mom) (Another Angel Mom ) Sweet Angel Girl, Thinking of you and your Family, please send them UR Sweet Angel Kisses and let them feel your presence. One day you will all be reunited and Oh what a glorious day that will be. Hugs n Kissses to you Angel Girl xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo Close
1 Year...For Sarah's Memorial Service / MemaKatherine (Grandma)Read >>
1 Year...For Sarah's Memorial Service / MemaKatherine (Grandma)
6/30/06 Dearest Sarah Faith...Babygirl, Tonight we had the 1 year memorial service and balloon release for you. Preacher Tom read Mommy's new poem for you and later anyone who wished could share. Great Gpa Starks read a poem Great Gma wrote. GmaKaren wanted to share what she'd written too, but she just couldn't speak for her tears. For days I written poems and yet none were quite right. Then tonight just before we left to go to the cemetery and beautiful service your loving Mommy & Daddy had for you....the following words came to me. So this is what I shared......
I have many cherished memories of Sarah .....
Walking in their front door she was the official greeting committee,
With outstretched arms and an enormous exictment , in her little sing song voice,
She would say “Hi Mema”, “Hi Papa” or whoever name it was…you instantly knew she was absolutely THRILLEDto see you!!
I see her in her lil pull up and ponytail hair awry…or dressed to the “Ts” with her hair styled “Just So” cause her mommy made sure she was picture perfect early each day!
And, her bunny and juice cup where her standard accessories!
Riding her the suburban with Barbie and singing every song on the radio, or waiting while mommy would run in stores to run errands….were special times for me.
Watching her little tip toe run across the floor with bouncy pony tails was a delight and watching her dance with her big sis’s and bros was just amazing!Her rythum and grace were unbelievable for her age and size!
Above all, my dearest memory, the most precious gift Sarah left with me, was when she taught me to sing her song…Say to the Lord I Love You!It took this ol Mema a while to get the words just right…and had to have some help from the big sisters and brothers.But, that song and Jesus Loves Me were her favs and we sang them over and over a lot, especially in the suburban.Above all tho, she taught me a new depth of Love not just for her, but for the Lord.Her fav song became mine as well.It brings me such joy when I hear it…and I can almost hear her sweet, tiny, perfect pitch voice singing it, too.
I will be grateful to God for the rest of my life for gracing my life with Sarah Faith, for through her example and song I really looked at my love for the Lord and in doing so I began to really ask myself, “How Much Do I Really, Really LOVE the Lord?”And, as a result, I have grown in my love and devotion for my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.I have a deeper, truer love, a depth love I didn’t realize was missing because I always had loved the Lord…all my life I loved Jesus and My Heavenly Father..God…but, today the love I have for the Lord just swells within my chest and is really beyond description.
As hard as it has been.As much pain as we have suffered in loosing her, I would not give up what I have gained from having her in my life for even those short 2 years and 3 months.She did more to spread God’s Love and Tell people about Jesus in that short life than may of us do in what we consider a full lifetime.She was a MIGHTY SOLDIER FOR THE LORD.And she always told everyone to “Say to The Lord I Love You”.
Though it was very short by our terms, Sarah had one of the most AWESOME AND WONDERFUL lives of anyone I have ever, ever known.She never knew heartache such as we have had in loosing her, she never new real fear, was completely secure in her place in not only her family, but her place in this world.She had abundant confidence, love, and compassion and you….I never, ever, for one mili second ever doubted how very, very much Sarah Faith loved me….or anyone….She loved Everyone she met instantly and unconditionally.Barbie, Steve, Chelsea, Lenae, Leslie, Brandon and Donovan, us grandparents and all the host of family and friends that knew her also showered her with love, affection and never ending attention….with never one moment of jealousy!The taught her to love everyone and to Love the Lord!Whether at the Dr.s office or walking through Walmart or the Mall, it didn’t matter where or who…she just simply only knew how to love and be loved.
And, this is what I remember most…bright, happy eyes (most of the time) and an enormous smile, energy, enthusium, abundant love and a charismatic charm and personality that even a big bad dog at the vet supply store could not resist.
I love you Sarah Faith and I thank God For letting me be a part of your life ….for the honor of being your MemaKatherine!
One of these Days I will hear again…..”Hi Mema!”and feel your love surround me once again as you help Jesus Welcome me into Heaven!
People have told me time and again that it gets easier with time. Is this true?
It has been one year since I last held you in my arms and I miss you terribly. It has been one year since I felt your kiss on my cheek and I still can’t take a breath big enough to relieve the weight on my chest.
Today I am typing a note with tears rolling down my cheeks because the thought of you not being here breaks my heart. I guess God isn’t accepting any of the deals I have attempted to make with Him. I know that the one more day I have asked for would only turn into two more days, then three, then four…
I can still hear your voice and laughter. I can still feel you jumping on my back. I can still feel you hugging my neck and grunting like you were doing it as hard as you could. I can still see your smile. I can still see you dancing. I can still see the genuine love you so graciously gave to everyone without hesitation. I love you so much Sarah and my heart hurts more than I ever thought possible.
I have tried several things to help relieve the pain.
I purposely mention your name in conversations so that I might hear it from others.
I have pictures of you everywhere I look.
I visit your memorial website daily to see how mommy works to keep your memory alive. I ask Jesus to relay messages to you.
I try to bury myself in work but find it hard to stay focused.
I cry when I am alone
None of these work but if its all I can have then its what I want.
I have comfort in knowing you are with Jesus and that one day our family will be reunited. As much as I want you here with me I understand that you are in a place more wonderful than I could ever imagine. I love you Sarah Faith and you are forever in my heart.
Thinking of you today / Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart Read >>
Thinking of you today / Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart Sarah, be with your family today. Wrap your wings around them, let them feel your love. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Close
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